Dark Clouds Hanging Over My Head…:(
Today has been one of those days where the dark clouds seem to hang over your head and never wanting to go away. It’s funny how sometimes you sacrifice (or in my case i would think of it as a gamble) a Tom Cruise for something you really love like Brad Pitt. That’s what I did and guess what? Brad Pitt says I don’t love you. W-H-Y??? Because it’s way too late…Boo hoo!
Mind you, I ain’t talking about a guy. It’s just how life is, isn’t it. I’ve never felt more gutted than I am now, EVER in my life. It’s just gotten to something so hopeful to completely hopeless. I wish that the sand castle wouldn’t just crumble on me.
Ending my never-ending rant of the day, I shall go to sleep with the thought that never be too hopeful as one day EVIL will take it away from you. I gotta go pick up the bits and pieces of shattered confidence that I have left in me….
July 5th, 2006 at 5:13 pm
Dont worry my friend. There are things which will turn out the way you want it to be. Dont be too extreme. I believe its all worth if you have fully contributed with your mind & soul. Cheers ~~